29 August 2006

what makes me happy

happiness is
a cup of freshly brewed coffee
chirping birds on a gentle morning light
a breeze of clean air
an hour or two or more of my exercise
a nicely done anti-stress massage
the scent and taste of hot real green tea in my teacher's house
a return of Xena the Warrior Princess television series
unlimitext
a bar of chocolate in my down moments
freshly baked spanish bread
an intelligent and relaxed conversation
music tripping in a cool and cozy sensurround room
crystal clear river full of fish to hunt
tequila
tequila
tequila

sometimes, we have to remind ourselves what makes us truly happy

26 August 2006

peace photo contest, join na!

I am sure I do not have to elaborate on the peace situation in the Philippines.... calling everyone who believes in the possibility of a peaceful Philippines... join na.
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Call for Photo Works for the Visions of Peace Photo Gallery

September is National Peace Consciousness Month and the United Nations celebrates September 21 as the International Day of Peace.

In pursuance of promoting public consciousness on peace possibilities in the country, the Government of the Republic of the Philippines-Monitoring Committee (GRP-MC) is coming up with a peace photo gallery,which will be launched within September/October 2006.

GRP-MC is inviting students, professionals, photography enthusiasts and others to submit photo works exploring themes related to peace.

Works can explore answers to questions such as:
How do we achieve peace in the Philippines?
What is your vision of peace?
Where or with what does peace start?
What will make peace possible in the Philippines?

Photos may vary in size from 4 x 5 to 15 x 17 inches, in black and white or colored.

Persons whose works have been selected for exhibition in the GRP-MC peace photo gallery will receive Php 2,000 to 5,000 cash plus certificate. Those whose works have not been selected will receive a special prize token and certificate.

PLEASE SUBMIT EARLY.

With your submission, attach a piece of paper that indicates:
Your Name
Age
Address
School or Organization (if any)
Contact Numbers (landline, mobile phone, fax, etc.)
The date and place you took the photo
A short description of what the photo wants to tell

Send photos to
Photo Contest
GRP-MC Secretariat
6TH Floor Immaculate Conception Multi-Purpose Building
41 Lantana Street, Cubao 1111 Quezon City, Philippines

Submissions will be accepted until 21 September 2006.

For inquiries, email < jmcgrp.comm@ yahoo.com> or < info@grpmc-jmc. org>, or call (63-2) 725-4621.
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Secretariat of the Government of the Republic of the Philippines-Monitoring Committee (GRP-MC)
Office of the Presidential Adviser on the Peace Process (OPAPP)
6TH Floor Immaculate Conception Multi-Purpose Building
41 Lantana Street, Cubao 1111Quezon City, Philippines
Telephone: 63-2-7254621
Fax: 63-2-7253430
Email: info@grpmc-jmc. org; jmcgrp.comm@ yahoo.com
Website: http://www.grpmc- jmc.org
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Sa labas ng kahon

Huwag mo akong ikahon
Na parang regalong may takdang sukat at hubog

Huwag mo akong ituring na isang drowing
Isang tanawing di na magbabago at di maglalaho

Ako ay tubig na patuloy ang daloy
Kahit anong subok ay di madadakot

Huwag mo akong ituring na isang iskript
O karakter na maaring iguhit

Hindi ako maniquin o manikang papel
Na maaring lagyan ng label

Ako ay hanging umiihip at humahambalos
Na di maaring mayapos

Huwag mo akong
Isilid
Sukatin
Timbangin.

Huwag mo akong ikahon.

22 August 2006

Bleeding Heart

My heart bleeds red and sorrowful
My body shaking and my head circling
My vision is blurred by a hale of tears
Justice is promised by the liars

I am drained of waiting
I am nourished by indignance
Even Jesus had a righteous anger
Against those who profit in God's name

What shall it profit a man if he gains
the whole world and loses his own soul?
What shall it profit thee if you kill your enemy?
Only more enemies, more to kill lest you be killed first.

What shall it profit thee?

21 August 2006

hitting the target and evading the point

Pow! And counting....

Not just between the blues and the reds, with the "unintended civilian casualties." I also see those who worry everyday whom to ask for rice or bagoong, where to find a doctor, how to get medicines, and so on. I wonder how much rice and kilometers of irrigation canals that funds spent for war materials can buy and construct?

You mean silence the enemy and we will all be happy? Sorry, I am not convinced, and that does not mean I am your enemy, silly. And please, if I am not on your side, that does not mean I am with the other side. Dualities have long been debunked, the world is round not flat. Try drinking more bilog.

The great war tactician Sun Tzu said, " All warfare is based on deception". In our case, we claim to desire peace but contending forces intend to achieve it through armed confrontation. And everyone knows that the path towards peace is through common ground of values, not deception. The Cordillerans have long applied this since the advent of the "budong" or peace pacts.

But deception rules; common sensical peacemaking is evaded.

Bloodshed on both sides of the fence. National brain-drain is not just through migration.

06 August 2006

Philippine Idol-ing

Hay, finally got back to this blog after more than a week of playing slave para mabuhay. I just came back from a weekend meeting.. . and happened, by chance, to watch the show Philippine Idol aired over ABC 5.

Watching Philippine Idol is watching how we are, as a country, in cultural identity and mindset-- brown hilaw and Sharon Cuneta-Bukas Luluhod ang mga Tala* believers dominated the kind of performances and mindsets (some were interviewed) I saw.

We are hilaw but we do not like hilaw, meaning something that is supposed to have been cooked but was not well-cooked. It is like rice that has finished boiling and cooked outside until you see the insides, just like an identity that is at nowhere, nasa alangan. Kung hilaw ka na naghihinug-hinugan, tatawanan ka lang, kahit wala kang natirang pamasahe pabalik papunta sa probinsya nyo. Ay, pasiyensa na kamo day. Dili ka ma-accept.

As always, those who have crossed or can cross over as singer-dancers who pass the accepted pop standard of how a performer should look, sing and move pass the audition. But I do appreciate that the judges Pilita C, Ryan C. and Francis M. accept Bisaya performers. They event accepted one transgender, I think she is pre-op. They accepted them even if it is obvious they won't pass another audition. Please do prove me wrong.

Philippine Idol is not just about finding the Philippine Idol and that's it. It is also shows how dyslexic we are in cultural identity. While the show's intellectual property holder knew how profitable it is to expose people's feelings of triumph and defeat as well as bravado and absurdity, even often make fun of misplaced ambitions and characters, the show franchise in the Philippines shows who we are and what we are, in the singular and plural senses.

Sometimes we see blind, sometimes cross-eyed... sometimes, we see that we refuse to see our seen and obvious selves. Keep on watching Philippine Idol--labanan ng mga hilaw at hinog, good luck na lang sa mga sunog at dugyot. Hiram lamang ang ating katauhan.
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*tomorrow the stars will kneel down